Summons of Shining Ruins

Resting Bell.  (Label) says:

Keep asking myself and always be confused.
Could you feel hope while listening to my music?
Should I start over if I fail. But why do you think of failure? Also me.. why?
It is close to impossibility and I feel a shiver?
Can’t stop here… sometime completely divided into sorrow and joy?
What is the meaning of sadness and nevertheless keeping things going?
There is no way, except that I’m going to make music, even if I despair completely.